Words to live by---

These 3 things remain true to the "Journey of Autism". Anyone or everyone can advise you;

ULTIMATELY you MUST go with what you feel is right. "GO WITH YOUR GUT."

Once you have arrived at this decision; "NEVER GIVE UP"!

LASTLY "Ya Gotta do, what Ya Gotta do!"



Friday, July 29, 2005

BACKLASH FROM ACCIDENT

WHY   DID THIS STUPID ACCIDENT HAPPEN????

I KNOW THAT IS A REALLY STUPID QUESTION CUZ NO ONE CAN ANSWER BUT THIS HAS TURNED INTO ANOTHER FIASCO.

WE HAVE JUST SPENT ANOTHER 3 DAYS GOING BACK AND FORTH TO KAISER ONLY TO FIND OUT THAT THERE MAYBE MORE COMPLICATIONS-- WITHOUT ADMITTING IT THE NURSE PRACTIONER WHO SAW DAKOTA ON MONDAY SAID THAT SHE THOUGHT HE MIGHT HAVE DEVELOPED "HAMMER TOES"" WHICH ARE USUALLY HEREDITARY BUT IF HIS FOOT WASNT FLEXED PROPERLY IN THE CAST IT MIGHT HAVE HAPENED THEN--HELLO!!!!

HOW MANY TIMES HAVE I TOLD THEM HES COMPLAINING ABOUT HIS TOES --BUT NOOOOOOOO DID THEY LISTEN   IT ALL STARTED WHEN HE GOT THE CAST OFF AND ALMOST 2 WEEKS LATER HES STILL NOT WALKING AND HE HAS A RED SPOT ON THE SIDE OF HIS FOOT THAT LOOKS LIKE THERES SOMETHING UNDERNEATH THE SKIN. SO THEY  XRAY AND COME BACK WITH THIS HAMMER TOE CRAP. NOW WE HAVE ADDITIONAL APPOINTMENTS TO TAKE HIM TO A PODIATRIST BECAUSE THEY ARE NOT SURE WHATS GOING ON ----

TO ADDINSULT OT INJURY WE HAD TO GO BACK TO THERAPY ON TUESDAY ONLY TO FIND OUT THAT THEY WONT BE DOING MUCH FOR HIM WE HAVE TO DO NUMEROUS EXERCISES AT HIME 4 TO 6 TIMES A DAY--- WHAT IN THE HELL DO I HAVE INSURANCE FOR--LOOK I DIONT MIND DOING EVERYTHING I CAN FOR DAKOTA BUT  MY PLATE IS  SO FULL RIGHT NOW I AM ABOUT TO EXPLODE AND THE MORE I THI9NK ABOUT IT AND WRITE ABOUT IT THE MORE I AM GETTING PISSED...

THINK I BETTER STOP FOR NOW CUZ MY BLOOD IS BOILING

MORE TO COME LATER THINK I WILL GO MAKE A FEW PHONE CALLS AND SCREAM AT SOME PEOPLE MAYBE THAT WILL MAKE ME FEE;L BETTER

FOR NOW________________________________

 

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